stuff is hard

So yesterday was super hard, and may or may not have involved crying on the phone to my mother.

I don't want to go in to a lot of detail, but basically, even though I'm super psyched to serve a mission, it's still a huge decision and second-guessing will occur. And did. And will continue to, I'm   sure. Anyway, all is well for now.

I just have to keep reminding myself of this -